Wake Up….

You are in deep sleep and suddenly someone kisses on your forehead, wakes you up and makes you realize that there is a morning to look forward. This morning is a special one, special for the reason that this one morning change your life, change the way you live your life, change your perspective and you change because of the person who makes you realize the beautiful morning and the day ahead….

Truly, “WAKE UP SID” still remains a favourite movie of mine, needless to mention, because of the sheer honesty in which all the characters are portrayed. There is a SID and AYESHA in everyone of us…At one point of time, we all were a bunch of boys, carefree and dependent on our parents but then the dreams, ambitions brought the transition and we graduated from BOYS to MAN. We all have gone through the stage of FRIENDSHIP, having that one friend in our life whom we tag as “3 am Friend”, with whom we have just not shared our lives but ourselves too…In short, they are our reflection, someone who made us realize who we are, what we should do and our life is worth living…And, yes, like every true friend, we have also been through the stages of misunderstanding and rift…but then like RISHI, LAKSHMI and SID, true friends always come back together to live their life together….Yes, at times, we get betrayed and feel cheated, when we don’t find our friends besides us when we need them the most but then, even if they are not physically present, you can always feel the sense of belongingness in their absence.There is an assurance that somewhere my friends do think about me and they do miss me too the way I miss them….They are just not friends, they become our soulmates….

Am I missing something?? That one important thing that becomes the sheer reason for you to wake up everyday, that one person who is your world…the day starts and ends with the person..wherever he/she is doesn’t matter, the feeling itself is precious..and it’s invariably called as “LOVE”. We may be desperately searching for that one perfect person in our lives who can fit in every frame but then there is a beauty in imperfection!! Behind every maturity, there is a childishness which peeps in, behind every understanding, there are fights…sometimes, the best of friends becomes the love of your life and no, it’s not something which can be measured…rather, it’s something which can only be felt. The reason for your existence becomes that one person who is behind making your life beautiful….AISHA might have seen her BOSS to be a PERFECT partner but then she found that for life to get complete, there should be a bit of incompleteness, maturity might bring that near perfection but then the child inside can bring the happiness which we all long for….We all long for that one person who change the meaning of our LIFE alltogether….Suddenly, we love RAINS, we get hooked to romantic songs, we wear the COLOURS that we otherwise would never wear and as they say, it’s LOVE which brings a MIRACLE!!!

Waking Up has never been so refreshing…all it takes is to open your eyes, feel the warmth and you realize that there is a beautiful journey ahead with someone standing besides you holding your hands and help you take the journey….Are you still sleeping????

Goonjaa sa hai koi Iktara…..

RELATIONSHIP..Trying to RELATE!!

Every morning you wake up alone to find yourself amidst people, people who call themselves as your family, friends, colleagues. And, if there is no name, then a stranger perhaps!! Everyday, you wake up with an agenda, call your family ask whether they need money, ask your friends if they can pick you up from your home, ask your colleagues if they can inform the manager about your sudden leave..the list goes on….and, suddenly, one day, the people for whom you were striving day in and day out…keeps you waiting, plants a hope in your eyes, makes you believe your worthy being…days pass, months and then years…there is a silence, silence that kills, silence that keeps you wondering..what was your mistake!!! The people who didn’t have a life beyond you at one point of time suddenly refuses to own up the responsibility….The only thing that they show you in the mirror is your fault..your fault of being caring, your fault of being possessive, your fault of being involved, your fault of being emotional…faults and long list of faults…SIGH!!!

You keep questioning yourself…doubt your actions, whine, shed tears….shout on top of your voice, yell, yearn and request for them to come back in your life….but no, they will never come..there might not be a change in your agenda, but their agenda is changed…they have someone better in their life to look for, suddenly your life in their life is miniscule, they find you handicapped of not being someone who can fulfill their desires…suddenly your life is worthless for them….you are dead, numb..clueless wandering to search the truth, the truth behind the departure..departure of your family, love, friends and those countless relations for whom you had given your blood and soul, in short, your life!!

Everything falls apart like a castle of sand…and you are left alone in this world…just alone!! Like a vagabond, you move from places to places, destinations to destinations to do better in your life, if not others, atleast you make an effort to value yourself…in a journey, you come across shadows, fight with them, defeat them and take the courage to go ahead suddenly to find those people who wakes up one fine morning to realise your worth, what they have lost in their life….and expect you to come back in their life again…..Wondering, what you should do??? Read the answer below to what I have done….

ANSWER: Once you are gone from my life, you are gone forever!!!!

I and ME……

Lived Forever and Died Everyday
Breathless,clueless, waiting for the Doomsday
Clinging to my past, Holding my present
And, slowly let go, my future effervescent

Died forever and Lived Everyday
“Never say Never”, I chose to say
Defeating my past, Inspiring my present
Build a castle out of my future effervescent

A voyage filled with pebbles and thorns
Tales of failures are all I adorn
The sands of time have eroded my dreams
Restless, my wandering soul with moments of gloom

An adventure in life is what I look for
Pebbles and thorns filled roads are what I adore
Run ahead of my sleep to fulfill my dreams
To rejoice life and forget the moments of gloom

Everytime I loved, I have been hated by all
The love demised and the ego stood tall
Been accused and loathed for the selfless love of mine
Helpless I stand, left to cry and whine

Though hated by all, still I manage to love
Love is all I have to live my life for
Spread my wings with a desire to rise above
Just hold me tight for once and make my life worth to live for…..