Tuesday, February 3, 2009

ONLY For YOU…

You are a special “YOU” in my life. It’s YOU who have changed me, for the better, for the worst. I have lived the best because of YOU and have experienced the worst because of YOU. I have loved YOU, hated YOU, cursed YOU and blessed YOU. Never been in my life the word “YOU” have mattered to me so much till I met YOU. YOU are my whole world; YOU are the answer of my prayers every morning and evening. YOU are a reason for all my desires to bloom and YOU are also a reason for all my hopes to die. I have wanted YOU so much in my life; YOU are the Beethoven only to rejoice me in the times of pain and anguish and sometimes YOU haunt in the Halloween night of separation.

I have lived a life in a moment because of YOU and died all my life because of YOU too. I have celebrated colors for YOU when life painted it with black and white and filled my life with darkness when YOU had nothing bright in your life. When everyone thanked god, I had my ranting for YOU and when nothing was right in my life, I smiled because everything was smooth for YOU. I have dreamt about YOU when my eyes were closed and dreamt about YOU when I was awake. YOU brought the curve on my face sometimes and there were tears rolling down numerous times because of YOU. YOU are always with me in every walk of my life being a shadow to me, and the journey just eases with YOU holding my hands and sometimes YOU slowly invading my thoughts. A thousand words of note for YOU or a letter of love for YOU, sometimes praising about YOU and sometimes speechless about YOU. YOU neither have a beginning in my life nor do YOU end anywhere.

I close my eyes to see YOU and even if I open my eyes, YOU are still in front of me. I breathe for YOU to live YOU and will die for YOU to continue living with you, our soul united and we experiencing the eternity in the emptiness…